Samantha's Journal
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September 09, 2011
No Duh to Misconcieved Notions
Inability to conserve....wrong
Inability to be patient and loving.....wrong
Inability to be considerate.....wrong
Inability to be respectable....wrong
Inability to understand literal rhetoric....wrong
Inability to withstand tough conditions......wrong
Inability to withstand they were wrong.....True
Inability to be respectful when everyone is disrespectful......wrong
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September 07, 2011
Responsibility Of Man And Women
I felt as though someone hacked my account and took my identification and wrote some strange stuff on someone's wall while I thought it was strange...too strange that I couldn't have a long distance relationship with a friend of another biracial nature because I was a stupid redneck. Every friendship with males has been like a hacked locker. It just didn't work out for me for some reason.
I had a friend with a naval job, Lord I could have sworn I saw him on the "Price Is Right" with a flashing words "soap" on his face and he was laughing incontrollably. I think it was because the stinky white friend he had was looking at what she thought was other males. It was never other women because we are really friends that relate to one another and each thing we have done. Our gay platonic friends don't feel the same way as our female relationships either because they don't know what women like. blanchebabcock. I have liked LA Colors from the time I first saw it and that love affair remains the most beautiful transvestite in her state. She has a beautiful relationship with a guy that doesn't know anything about her and they don't have fun together because he doesn't look good. I love Blanche. Oh and her site isn't available here.
There's something missing from my life long love affair with my community though it is a suprise because I am afraid to fess up to the individual who keeps bugging me completely that there aren't lookers around aggravating me even when I think they don't know who I am. Boeing, Hyundai and other places I can't go because of dang headaches and I do love my community so much I don't want to offend them when negativity wasn't coming out of the trunk of my head. The attic was filled with goofy stuff that didn't make a difference to begin with because the stupid thing was, everyone already knew to begin with without my knowing it and I blush when I confront sexy men and my mind keeps the roseacia going on in my cheeks and I don't laugh to perish the thought of it from annoying me uncontrollable. I can type quickly when it comes to live journal stuff, but when I want to make money on google it is unfortunate that I can't become the spin doctor. I have a marathon going with my fingers now and it's fun. If this saves the website, I'll do it. Now I am signing off to raise my attention to my documents on google.. God bless this community and let it grow to be a nice one. -
September 04, 2011
i am not good enough for you
At the age of 14 with the people we work with i became a pathetic liar in church because i loved athiests, urantia, and the moonies and they aren't good enough for gay people that they didn't want to help me run into oprah. Oprah isn't cottage industry that didn't work through their problems while having individual issues of too much that bugged them to death.
What Atheism means to me. It's forgetting about your problems for ten minutes because God is working it out with you behind the scenes of your life's masterpieces that you didn't work on yourself with. I can't take life without a good looking atheist man that looks better than a beer on holiday.
What does Urantia mean to me? It meant that my neighbors thought that they were druggie witchcrafters that were devil worshippers and without sin. Sinfullness comes when we don't love one another and spiderwebs with dew on them aren't hope diamonds. There are two individuals I love that would do anything for anyone that needed help without trying. They have a beautiful brick home and they let invasive ivy run up and down their house and they also have every heirloom jewel in their garden.
Moonies have mass weddings for less than going to a conventional wedding because they make too much money and I couldn't love an old man for commiting myself to him with a ten dollar tshirt wedding dress from thread-banger.com that didn't have his face on the trail because one of my high school best friends didn't believe he was christian. The man is an old guy that's made it up to ninety and has a huge organization that can be north Korean territory.
Buddhist cannot tell you that you have your own mind and to let it over rule every matter that didn't happen because it was an idol and was being tarnished from filthy purses that monks carry with their lipsticks in thailand. The flowers laid at their feet mean nothing if Jesus isn't in your heart.
Muslims hate Jews because of land issues and ownership of their own lives that isn't taken into perspective on pervasive disorders because there are Augustinian monks that don't know anything about sending water and food to the Gaza strip because of scary slow men that chase me to the gatar foundation in UAE united arab emirates. That Natalie Morralis and Giada delarentis wasn't friends with poor people with them who gave out scholarships to poor people. My mouth waters when i hear of Samosas and stuffed pancakes with rosewater.
I didn't grow up alone easily, It was hard for me because I was completely sensitive to every person who said i was ugly because i didn't have a relationship with a hopeless person because bad things happen in the world that i didn't know every language by heart and someone celebrated my life because a person in prison was a gay guy sexually abused because it wasn't his fault and that doesn't happen by a life sentence and seeing the evil pictures in my mind that didn't cause me anxiety and panic attacks with their stories that people told me through the internet.
I thought I was a mistake because i had smaller ears than my brother, father, sister, and mother. They looked like a girl's with downs syndrome that isn't an olympic swimmer. I wanted suicide so many times because of every awful thought that i ever had that everyone didn't know that we all fight for one another no matter what. I met a friend years ago with the very same initials, sj as mine. His birthday was October 10, 1970 and mine is October 7, 1975 and we became friends briefly but i forgot who he was.
My hands are too small and my neck looks like a turkey neck and I am over the age of two and I don't have a significant other yet isn't that impossible? Money is dirty true, but tax breaks can go into charitable funds so that hsbc can feed little pervasive children that aren't intelligent. I don't know whether i am running or going now i just wanted you to know that we have had a hard life and i am not easy to get along with thank you.
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July 28, 2011
dove advertisement resources for you and your kids
Dove has been great about promoting their campaign for self esteem issues. Their ads in magazines promote love for yourself regardless of age, sex, or color. Dove's resources is for women of all ages. Regardless of whether you are a dove fan or not, the resources is really good because i have looked through them and keep up with stuff like this you can go to http://www.dove.us/Social-Mission/Self-Esteem-Toolkit-And-Resources/
Another great tip for school for teens who are going into junior high and high school is http://www.lacolors.com
the makeup goes from wild to the nudest colors available. I love my nudes and my neutrals because the other colors are really too dark for me those wild and pretty eyes that are popular now are not my style cents i am a plane gal. have a great day and have fun in life don't waste your time looking backwards but look forward. -
July 28, 2011
Why ban cwc?
Christian Weston Chandler has become one of the worst autistic characters ever. He exploits his parts and ruins the fact that autistic people are beautiful and artistic. Despite of how people belittle the facts of nuerology with their stupidity, we have an advantage over some folk that think a bad clog with two mixed paints from walmart is art. We are artists here are some links to some of the greatest works ever done and they aint cwc by the way parents let your kids know that it's wrong to expose yourself in a thong and for a man who is extremely prejudice of gays, racial differences and certain religions. Let's get a court order to place him on a banner not in new york, but in singapore so they can teach him to be a real man.